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I've been pushed by a certain someone to actually sit down and do a livejournal entry (lol) like I really have this much time to type anything. Everything is going smoothly - I'm in my 2nd week of required summer classes (ugh I know... I mean I already have 80+ credits and I'm starting my 2nd year at Ball State (and generally college)) I finished last semester (spring 2005) with a really good GPA with 18 credits (7 classes) yay for me pushing my ass to get a good gpa - now my overall gpa is 3.4 yay.. I'm still being invited to all of this honor society crap. Eric's been doing pretty well - brought up his GPA by .3 points yay for him hehe - he's a senior this upcoming fall hmm :-) and turning 21 in September yay! heh
This upcoming weekend is Deaf Day at Six Flags - it should be pretty interesting to see everyone again especially the ones I haven't seen in awhile. Last year I didn't really bother much with hanging out with people because Chel and I volunteered for Aunt Lauren and sold tickets and basically by the time we finished, we just left six flags when Eric got off his security job and went with us to Menlo to meet with Stevo for movies heh. Obviously that won't happen this year! I'm pretty sure this year will be better since we want to try that new ride lol.. the tallest and fastest in the world - hmm sounds pretty good doesn't it? Nah I won't throw up...(p.s. Who's going this saturday?)
Well even though it's been pretty busy, I've been pushing Chel to try to do something specific - I won't say what since I'm not sure she wants anyone to know nor if she doesn't want to make it into a big deal lol but we will see pretty soon....
Oh yea - I've been reading LJ entries by a stupid bitch I especially dislike and it annoyed me a lot about how much she thinks she knows about everything. And no, I'm not talking about myself lol, I've found someone A LOT worse. It just really bothers me how know-it-all she behaves and such... I just wish she would just shove it all up her ass and shut up. There - I've splurged my fustrations haha even though this has been going on for YEARS.
lately I've been feeling nostalgic about traveling abroad especially with Chel - we really miss Italy heh and we want to try to travel to Denmark, Netherlands, Ireland, or even Brazil - whatever sounds the most fun at the time. Oh so much to plan and all if we plan on going next summer. I wish we could go an entire semester but the architecture program is very strict at Ball State - and I don't want to stay any longer than the required 6 years lol... I just want to get it all done over with pfft.
In case you haven't heard - my sister (Crashmycpu) is getting married! She got engaged to a really cool guy and currently is living out in the pretty Californian state heh. I'll see her soon in July for her engagement party and stuff. It'll be interesting to be in the bridal party as maid of honor hehe - I just hope the dresses will be pretty!
Well - I'm getting tired and I have an early class tmw (7:30) ugh for History - but at least I don't have to waste too much time on it.
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[15 Mar 2005|10:26pm] |
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Well... my spring break was pretty eventful, obviously I did not have any time to come online to post any blogs :-) I've been a bit busy. Chel came up on Saturday (the 5th) and we hung out a bit and watch movies + Chinese mmmm! and then on Sunday, we decided to go out to IHOP (yes, we have a really busy and entertaining town) and ate a good lunch and went to see BE COOL (we saw Get Shorty the night before! heh) and the movie was cool, pretty funny, but I liked Get Shorty better. Monday, I had a doctor's appointment :-) Then the three of us (Chel, Eric, Me) headed north to Michigan (it was a long drive haha) to my parents' house up there (one of many houses) We went out to dinner mmm steak as usual hehe and of course played tons of cards with my mom (it's kinda like a ritual I guess) Then Tuesday, we decided to head east to Swiss Valley Ski Resort and try snowboarding! It was really fun (and funny) of course we all fell on our asses (and sides too) it was awesome that we paid 100 bucks for all 3 of us for everything (private lesson too!) I'm just happy that we were not stuck going to tacky Poconos like everyone else and went to a REAL resort (at least it was "authentic" lol) Poconos is high priced for those New Yorkers (ew lol) and of course New Jersians sometimes............
We headed back to Muncie after snowboarding and passed Shipshewana late afternoon and we were too late to visit their stores :-( I miss the Amish culture! (By the way - Shipshewana is the equiv. of Lancaster County but closer :-) Ahh! I miss Bube's Brewery! hehe remember Chel? We get served alcohol w/o ID! awesome lol mmmmm Blue lemonade
We decided to have some fun on Wednesday! (NOT) by painting the doors in the house lol, then she went home on Thurs... I just hope Chel had a good time at least and isn't afraid to visit me here in the future lol..I am visiting NJ in June as well as July-August, so I haven't cut my ties with Jersey yet, even though I'm an "Indiana resident" lol.
To cut the rest of the break short: My parents came down and we tiled the kitchen floor and the entryway.. it looks SOO much better.. I can't wait to move in permanantly :-)
Well... as most of you know my birthday was yesterday :-) Thanks to everyone remembering! (I left a helpful clue on my away message hehe) I had a nice dinner with Eric and parents and got nice presents :-) Can't wait to use that massage, facial, and manicure certificate that Eric gave me! Whee!
I'm so hungry :-( But I am going to control my eating habits so much better.. I really need to shape up and stop eating crappy junk food ugggghhhhh... I'm looking forward to salads and such :-) (not really) well I can't really wait til April for my field trip to Falling Water and the end of spring semester! yay! only 6 weeks left til the summer (well I have more school anyway lol)
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[01 Mar 2005|10:36am] |
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Way too messy outside with the slush and 1 inch of snow that will be gone by late afternoon.. I am actually considering skipping my landscape architecture just cos i don't want to walk there! (Mind you, the architecture building is like 5 minutes away from my dorm) Oh well.. all I know is that I can't miss Mythology, or the psycho teacher will deduct my grade by 1/2 letter grade (I'm not exaggarating :-)
At least I have spring break to look forward to! This week will be a bit crazy, trying to finish up everything before break, it's not technically "midterms" week, because I have mostly studio classes that take up my time.... My schedule below :-)
This afternoon:
Landscape Architecture Class (12:30-1:20)
Mythologies Class (2:00-3:15)
Graphic Communications Class (3:30-4:45)
Try to start English paper
English 104 online class (7:30-9:00)
Try to continue English paper that's due Thurs
Wednesday
Environmental Design (8:00-9:50) Get new project that'll probably be due Fri ugh
DO MY LANDSCAPE ARCHITECTURE PAPER that's DUE Thurs! (2 pgs ugh)
Design Media I (1:00-4:50) Really need to build my project of outdoor entertainment thingy (30"x30"
project = huge, ugh) - This is due FRIDAY!
Try to finish English paper
Thurs
Architecture Class (9:30-10:20)
Finish up Landscape or English papers
Landscape Arch. class - hand in paper(12:30-1:20)
Myths (2:00-3:15)
Test @ Graphic Communications (3:30-finish test)
FINISH ENGLISH PAPER & post it online
Finish up Environmental design project and design media project!
Fri
I can't skip any classes :-( so I'm posting my projects all day then hopefully get out early.. (Early meaning 4:00pm) eewwww and I have to get out of the dorms by Saturday 8am- I'm curious when I'll have time to pack! heeee! Off I go to start all of this shit ugh - I just hope I was detailed enough for you :-)
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[22 Feb 2005|01:07pm] |
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Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male |
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
I'm not too sure about the results of the quiz.. lol I dunno I know I'm not considered a giver too much lol
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[21 Feb 2005|10:19am] |
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It's almost time to celebrate my womanhood of not being a teenager anymore soon!! Or not? I was a little disappointed when Eric and I went out to a chinese buffet last Thursday and when we received the check, it said "1 Adult: $7.25, 1 Kid: $4.00, 1 Soda: $1.00", I was genuinely shocked! Obviously I was the kid (mind you, the kids are under 12) So those fuckers! Ugh.. I'm so sick of being mistaken for a fucking 12-15 yr old, I mean cmon I have a fucking piercing for goddess' sake! Ugh... but it was nice saving money heh... I really like that chinese place mmmmm and the sushi bar down the street yippee..
Yay Chel is definately coming in 2 weeks, and yes it's basically something to look forward to lol, cos I know I'm gonna be stuck here and not see NJ until mid-July (cries) Unless someone invites me :-) Yes, I won't even make it to the Six Flags thingy that I usually go each year, cos I'll be in classes >:-( . I guess I asked for it heh... my architecture classes are getting so much better; no shit about that "design concept" anymore yay! I'm really starting on floor plans, elevations, orthogonal views, etc! Besides I'll be a senior by next fall ;-)... (How I managed to do all this my freshman year, I dunno, but it does pay to be smart) I just basically took a bunch of APs in high school and a lot of my college classes I took as a requirement for h.s. graduation transferrred! :-) I didn't get a chance to transfer the classes from Italy, I dunno if I should bother 'cos I'll be about 40 credits over what I need to graduate, so I'm good.
Hopefully I would get more money from my loans, since I would be a "senior"! I need my money! lol, also Eric's rent for the house will be my food money starting this May! This should be interesting. Well, I'm off to "study" for my landscape architecture test :-P
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[15 Feb 2005|01:32pm] |
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Well.. I know I haven't updated in a bit.. but my life is pretty simple for now.. ha! I went out for dinner on V-Day's of course with Eric and we had some fun. Also over the last two weekends, my mom and I have been renovating our smaller bathroom. It looks sooo much better with a restained cabinets, new faucets, new towel holder, new toilet paper holder, new toilet seat cover, new white tiles on the floor, and pretty wallpaper! I really like the bathroom, but we share it with the kitties and their kitty litter so ugh lol.
I Still dunno for sure if Chel is getting plane tickets to come and visit me in like 3 weeks ugh... and on top of that my birthday is officially less than a month away today! heh although there isn't much to the 20th birthday... I'm actually more excited about Eric turning 21 than me turning 20 lol how scary. Oh yea.. also my parents bought a new car (minivan) last week finally lol. They got a Nissan Quest, which is extremely different from all of the cars we have owned in the past. Heated seats! mmm lol.. although the shifts are weirdly laid out.
Ugh now it's time to go off to my mythologies class ( i do like this class) but it's so much work and crap ew.. I have to buy more crap for my architecture classes cos I have a project due Friday (what a surprise) But this time i got to play with sugar cubes and build fun stuff! yay! I also have a field trip coming up in April for that class... going to see Falling Water by Frank Lloyd Wright (I've heard many cool things about this place) in Pittsburgh and the area! yay lol... well I'm off
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I got out of class early hehe... One of my rare moments of no "homework" due in the imminent moment, however I gotta get started on other crap soon :-(. I read this cute thing in Adee's LJ, so I decided to do it
1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / Street you live on):
Lucky Oakwood
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather's first name):
Brownie Chauncey
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant):
Basin Olive Garden
4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot):
Rosemary Roma
5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied):
Genie Marlboro
6. "FLY Boy" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial / First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name):
G. Pa
7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight / Any Liquid in Your Kitchen):
Peanut Butter Cup Sprite
8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal / Where You Went to High School):
Wolf High Tech
9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate / Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink)
Preztel Appletini
10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name / Street Where You First Lived):
Kate Deer
11. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy / Last Name Of Favorite Musician):
Turtle Kiedis
Wee now I'm off to try to be productive :-D
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[29 Jan 2005|12:51pm] |
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Hmmm.. I woke up around 12 and I still want more sleep! Just to make up for my week's lack of sleep :-) heehee.. Well my classes have been OK so far- no mental breakdown yet, even though it is a well-deserved one. All week I've been stuck with projects and barely enough time to see Eric, and I have been neglecting to go to ASL club :-( I like going but they changed the time grrrr.. to a time that I want to be in bed already and relaxing and watching tv ptah...
Oh yea! Egyptian Creation mythology kingship is so interesting- I like to learn how gods have kiddies... either by masturbation or by "sitting on his phallus" lol... You should take that class- it's pretty fun even tho it's a general core requirement here at BSU...
Last night was good - saw my parents with Eric and ordered chinese take-out and watched some shows... Also discussed more about the house projects yippiiee... Eric and I plan to replace the sink faucet and lights and restain the cabinets and replace the knobs in the smaller bathroom.. it looks very good so far. We already wallpapered it as well as tiled it + replaced the toilet seat cover. We have a lot to do left :-P. We need to tile the kitchen as well as the entry way, reeplace the kitchen sink, the countertops, the knobs of the cabinets in there, and the carpeting for the entire house. I know it's going to be so nice after we finish all of the renovations by this summer hopefully.
I know I'm gonna be stuck at school for at least another 5 years ugh... Eric gets to graduate in the summer of 2006 ugh that frigging asshole heh. I dunno what's realy gonna happen when he finishes.. I dunno where he wants to work as a police officer- plus he would need to go to academy for 6 months.. ughh too much thinkin into the future...
I REALLY WANT TO GO ABROAD AGAIN!! FUCK TAKING CLASSES.. ughhhhhhhhhh Chel you wanna go "study" somewhere next summer or something lol.... I don't need the extra classes.. I just need to go somewhere exciting out of the states....Ohhh fun
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[19 Jan 2005|08:07pm] |
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Heeehee... I thought it might be healthy for me to update more often.. (or not?) whatever- today was kinda strange- especially since I was pretty much all over the place on campus lol. I ended up going to the library to "explore" the realia section and find something interesting to bring to class on Friday (to practice drawing even more ha). First I looked at a stuffed red squirrel, but then it freaked me out so I decided to get a replica (tiny) of Queen Nefertiti's (Nafertiti?) upper torso + her face. It should be fun! especially since I'm learning all of the Egyptian crap in Mythologies.
Fun Fact of Egyptian Mythology: Did you know the Sun God, Atum masturbated to have his two children; Shu and Tefnut (which really mean sneeze and spit) lol... hmmm Men masturbating to have children- what a perfect concept! At least it's better than the Greeks since they thought Gaia the Earth Goddess had virginal births just like the stupid Jesus story (I don't care if I offended these Religious people out there) You should enjoy mythologies more often! There's so much sex involved! Yippieeee
Moving on to my plans for the weekend; work my ass off all weekend with my brand-new project for CAP 161 mmm I'm drooling in anticipation pfft. I think this is Mick's last weekend here so hopefully Eric and I will hang out with him Fri night or something and rapid stretch my ears to 2g! HEE! I can't wait to get those pretty star pyrex plugs... it should be fun. Also I changed my top part of my vertical labret from a disk to a regular ball- it's pretty interesting even though I tend to play it and get it unscrewed by accident.
Mmmm spring break is so far off... but then my birthday is so close! heeehee I know I have nothing to be excited about turning 20 in March, but at least I can "catch up" with Chel and Eric and be one year closer to 21 (the legal age for many things...) Plus V-day is coming up in less than a month! (Sorry to you singletons out there- but I have special plans for my single friends out there :-) I know I sounded scary right there and then... oh well. I'm off to do some homework CRAP.
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Well- sorry about the long delay in updating my journal :-P. It's been a hectic week, since I started school last week and as you all should know by now that I am registered for 18 credits.. yay ? Well... apparently I have 3 studio classes (2 Architecture and 1 Interior Design) ugh.. (Also I started this entry at 11:18, but I actually didn't get this done til 5:09 since I had to go to class with no time in between :-P) Classes were fun today (I think)... but I feel pretty worn out especially since I only have about an hour or so to relax tonight since I have to meet online at 7:30 for English 104 for 1 hour and 30 minutes eww... Although, it's a good thing since I have no time to procrastinate hehehe.. I finished my major project (even though we only had 3 classes so far grr) for my CAP 101 class of some stupid bullshit trying to show I know how to draw onions and dissect them! hehe. At least I don't need biology lol
Well- there's nothing new about my social life (as if I had one haha) Although I'm sad that Mick is leaving to work in NJ next week :-( I'm excited about Chel's plan to come here for spring break so she gets to see where I live! hehe... I also wish Renee and I would hang out more often, but then I would feel bad that Eric wouldn't have much to do since I already have eaten up most of my schedule for classes. He only meets 15 hours a week for classes (your typical schedule) wheras I meet for 32 hours a week (not including the anticipated 10 hours for homework) ugggghhhhhhhhh Imagine spending 40% of your waking hours in fucking class.. eww.. (to let you guys know before you say "Well YOU decided to have 18 credits" Fuck you... I did not have much choice - I was required to take 16 credits to keep up with the major in order to complete in 4 years, I just decided to take another so I would not be left behind for sure if I miss one class)
Hmmm... I know I talk too much about classes, but how can I help it especially if I only have a little free time haha! Which I waste watching movies... mmm I can't wait till Tim Burton's film "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" comes out.. Im excited for Johnny Depp hehehe!
P.S. Oh yea- you definately should buy the book "Scar Tissue" the autobiography of Anthony Keidis mmm he's so fucking hot... It was a really good book since it cuts through all of the literature FUCK shit! Who needs to take stupid classes analyzing stupid literature like IBSEN? ughh Who cares about the wife who cheats on her husband lol- thank god my english teacher is so radical in her form of teaching since I got to talk about Anthony Keidis mmm(I fucking hate english majors :)
Now I gotta go do some pure and modified contour drawings of Renee's nutcracker flashlight and fun shit :-) It will be fun times heehee...
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An update on my lovely Christmas list.. MMM...
I have had huge heated arguments with Eric about my long desire for a Tiffany's heart pendant necklace and He's been telling me all along that I should never think of getting one! Hmp... unbeknowst to me... He got it for me >:(. At least i got that! hehe also i got a mmm lovely memory foam mattress topper for my bed at the house! mmm I like it a lot heheheee.... In case you don't know me well.. I'm big on comfort. He also bought me a lovely book on Red Hot Chili Peppers- the stories behind each of their songs, which should be cool to read
I got cool stuff from Chel and all.. A Sex and the City Game (which we will play a lot in Cali! hehe), a pretty mermaid jewelry box (so preeeetttyyy), Anthony Keidis' autobiography! OHHH! Dont friggin bother me if you see me reading the book grrr, as well. I can't remember what else she got me...
Also, my parents only got me a few small things, since they are going to treat me well in Cali :-)... Well I hope you all had a great x-mas/holiday for my jewish friends out there!!! (excluding Eric hahah).. just kidding. I'm gonna take a bit of a break from driving all week last week lol.
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[26 Dec 2004|06:22pm] |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Geneen
2. Ariel
3. Geen (Renee likes this name)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. DraculaBitMe
2. xobabygenieox
3. shewulfstyle
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My hair
2. My eyes
3. My intelligence
THREE THINGS YOU HATE/DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My body
2. My stubborness
3. My jealousy
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. Italian
3. Polish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Loneliness
2. out of control assholes
3. Ugly people (lol just kidding)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Food
2. Drinks
3. Eric (+ love)
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Blue Jeans
2. Blue hoodie
3. Tiffany's Heart Pendant
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. Red Hot Chili Peppers (of course)
2. Gwen Stefani
3. Ashlee Simpson
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. My Friends - RHCP
2. Rich Girl - Gwen Stefani
3. Pieces of Me - Ashlee Simpson
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Keep up my GPA at school
2. Go to Cali and get drunk in Mexico (that'll be next week! heh)
3. Go to Arizona and have fun (next winter break! hmm)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Communication
2. Trust
3. Loyalty
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I live in Muncie/Berrien Springs/occassionally NJ
2. I am a redhead
3. I am a blonde
THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Lips
2. Hands (for fun)
3. He needs a penis
THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Hair
3. I'm straight
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Badmouth good friends
2. Stay mad
3. Kill myself
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Reading
2. Watching TV
3. Spending time.. (and such) with Eric
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Certain things with Eric
2. Go to California already!
3. Get a backrub ugh
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Architecture
2. Urban Planning
3. Interior Designer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. California
2. France
3. Australia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get married to Eric
2. Have child(ren)
3. Travel the world
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR *[ELSE]...
1. Chel
2. Eric
3. Genna
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weeeee! i guess stevo and chel were right...
You Are Ariel!
 Headstrong and fiesty. You have a mind of your own that's full of romantic dreams about the world around you. Exploring exotic places is your ultimate dream, and although you can be a little naive you'll realize that there is something to be gained from your family's wisdom. Which Disney Princess Are You?
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[14 Dec 2004|08:54pm] |
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Yippee! this must mean Gen and I are destined to make everyone miserable lol...
Well, I'm just relaxing and enjoying my free time before I need to finish up my study notes for the Psych test on friday yippeee... I already finished most of my Urban planning final (paper) thats due Thurs by 4..hopefully it will show me how well i can do in my major! I hope my classes in the next semester will be good cos I wish I had enough time for Latin 202, but bah... I want to take my mythologies class as well as my online english 104! I can't drop anything else and I already have a full load :-( oh well.. fuck the last latin class.. i still can minor in classical culture without latin 202 yippee :-)
Ohhh by the way.. my vertical labret is still doing beautifully :-)... I probably should look into talking to a doctor about the possibilities of being allergic to steel... 'cos I've had horrible reactions to every single surgical steel piercings i've ever had (Btw: my vertical labret was done in titanium)hmmiess... anyhoo enough of the medical stuff (Dr. G's show is awesome btw) hehehee
I can't wait til Im done with all of this finals shit and going to PA on saturday and celebrate Gen's 21st with Chel, Eric, Stevo, and her haha drinking.. mmm i miss you alkie.. it's been wayyy too long...
Wish me luck on my finals heheheeee :-)
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I just came back from my dorm's auction hehe... they were auctioning off stuff with "money" that we earned through attending floor events and I had a 100 bucks, but it wasn't enough to buy Halo 2 or Sims 2 which i would have liked to buy for other people :-P Anyway I kept laughing at everyone who was extremely determined to win. My roomie won a goldfish! named Skidmarks lol
Well today was kinda eventful, my first class fucked me over... my english teacher handed me a paper with a 47 on it.. (out of a 100) If you know me... I never get that bad grades so I was confused and asked him what happened... Apparently I did a beautiful paper, but he had to take off 50 points cos I forgot my rough draft! NOO!!!!!!!! FUCKER!!!! needless to say, that fucked me over with 10% of my final grade :-( The rest of my day was okay as usual.. y'all dont wanna know specifics lol
Oh yea.. tomorrow night hopefully Mick (my cool friend) will give a good performance at the Freakshow Folley! He is the piercer at Ground Zero in Muncie and he's awesome at what he does- he also pierced my vertical labret (it's beautiful of course) and he plans to suspend someone (if you dunno what this is.. go to WWW.BMEZINE.COM, it's a cool website
Well I'm really anxious to go back to Jersey next week for a bit of my break! hehe it should be fun visiting Chel, Amanda, Stevo, and a bunch of other friends hopefully and picking up Gen from NYC when she finishes her school. Then I get to spend xmas at Muncie/Michigan yay? THEN!!! New Year's Eve should be fucking awesome heheheee..... My parents and Gen and I are going to Chicago and meeting Chel there then we all are going to California! yay! to Newport Coast (yes, it does sound expensive and yes i'm sure it is expensive) It's near Mexico and it is between San Diego and LA! yay! We plan to go to Mexico and since Chel and I aren't 21 yet, we will drink! heh Gen turns 21 in 10 days so she's a lucky one.. hmp.. I have.... one year and 3 months and 6 days left heh... I'm ready to go to California already! uggggghh fuck the finals :-P
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| A long-waited update |
[01 Dec 2004|10:10am] |
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YES! I have managed to not to figure out what the hell I'm getting this xmas (except with the accident of one of Chel's gift for me :-P) Lately, I've been looking around for cool gifts for my family and friends (I only have afew friends lol) and I've stumbled onto an awesome book on Red Hot Chili Peppers website. I automatically thought oooohhh I've got a great gift for Chel! But then, I realized that Chel yelled at me earlier to not to go to Barnes and Noble, ugh, so I looked online at B&N for the same book and lo and behold it was there ugh. I was dissapointed that I both figured out one of my gifts and lost a good potential gift for CHel :-( It gets kinda weird when Chel and I like a lot of things. I might get sad if I see her all decked in Tiffany's wheras I've begged for a heart necklace from there lol. I don't blame Chel at all for liking the heart collection and the fact her boyfriend likes to buy her things lol :-).
My boyfriend does enjoy buying me stuff, but I think we've depleted our student loans on other crap lol. I'm almost certain that I'll overdo him this year! The first year I can overdo him hehe, cause he always buys me jewelry and stuff, so I've been feeling guilty, but... I bought him pretty sweet stuff heh.
Well, school is doing alright - not really thinking about anything but the final result that I'll get good grades (yay me) I just feel bad for other people who can't get good grades no matter what happens. Most of my friends are very focused on what they want, but I doubt they feel grades are that important in the long run. I've grown up completely different from that obviously. I feel bad whenever I get a bad grade and obviously I obsess about it heh, cos I figure out how much of the final grade it was. However, you don't find me hunched over my computer 10 hours a day everyday. Instead you see me fuckin watching Judge JUdy and other crapp all day (mostly people's court) heh.
I guess everything will change next semester with my 18 credits! YAY! Plus my architecture classes REALLY start haaa@!!!!)(#(*# With 4 classes of funness (i guess) plus a class for my minor (interior design) But I've decided to add yet another minor- Classical Culture! YAY! I figured that since I already have 3 Latin classes done, I could just do 2 other classes then I'm done for the major... and yes, you may think I'm an overacheiver but I try pretty hard to be an under :-). I just hope that my advisor will let me take another minor so I would look more interesting when I look for an internship and a real job. I actually considered moving back to Jersey when I'm done with school but when I mentioned it to mom, she gave me the saddest look :-P. I guess everyone cannot be happy with my decisions after all.
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| UGH.. Bush sucks my 'right' nipple |
[03 Nov 2004|10:14am] |
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Ugh... I really dislike Bush.. I wish this was an easy win for Kerry, but obviously not. I'm seriously contemplating on making a sign for my car so when I go back to Jersey, I can tell the Ohioians "FUCK YOU OHIO" if Bush wins... Well I guess if I want road rage from other people I could do that.. hehe.
I invited Chel to come with me to California (yes again) hopefully it works out and all with everybody! Maybe Genna can buy us alcohol! :-). San Diego should be fun, especially meeting Genna's new friend/boyfriend/male interest who knows lol... at least he has a NICE car! ha.
Well I just submitted in my course request.. I might die in Spring 2005 due to overworking, just to warn you lol. I have 7 classes- with a total of 18 credits, with English 104 ONLINE yay!? Well I guess I deserved this lol Cos I'm an archie major- with four classes in architecture this spring as well as two more in the summer UGH.. I'll be suck at Ball State for eternity- well until mid-July at least. At least I won't have to worry about taking out my piercing for work! I won't have enough time to go and find a job! Yay... hopefully my student loans will keep me happy- we'll see :-)
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[31 Oct 2004|12:32am] |
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Well, I just read an entry entirely about me. I cannot really speak about how much it really affected me and made me feel really sad. I really miss Chelsea, she's my best friend in many ways. I didn't feel that I deserved that much feelings from her. I feel really bad about coming out to Indiana for school, I've actually thought about what if I've gone to Phila Univ instead... would I still be successful in school? I actually will never know, but I do know that my relationship with Chel would have been so much better than it is now. I guess i had to sacrifice a bit to come here, although I cannot honestly give a great reason why I came here, other than the reason it just seemed easy. I think that's a bad thing, but as long as I'm doing well in school, I'll be happy. I kinda knew my best friend was going to drift away, especially since I didn't really come online much, only to check mail and such (that's why I dont update much lol)... I really hope Chel and I have fun when i see her winter break, altho I really want her to come to Cali with me at the end of break, but I didn't really want to pressure her or anything money-wise. I doubt her parents would appreciate me giving her reasons to buy her plane tickets... I wish she was coming though- it would feel so different this time since she wouldn't be with me... I mean- I haven't been to anywhere out of Jersey without her with the exception of Key West in a LONG time.
Besides, I was never so sure of her feelings online 'cos I kept thinking she would think less of me if I didn't do certain things. I suppose I was afraid to ask her opinions of me getting star tattoos or a vertical labret cos if she didn't think it was a good idea- I would have been convinced to not do these. I really depend on her opinions, she has always been in my decision process and it felt pretty weird when i did it without her prior knowledge. I was pretty sure that she would just shrug off any of my new mods... but apparently she didnt.
I wish Chel and I would talk more- I feel I've been too distant towards her lately; mostly cos of what she said before which made me think she didn't like me. However, after her most recent LJ entry, I cannot ever think of her wrongly again- I mean I think I'm so stupid for taking certain things EXTREMELY the wrong way.... I need to trust people more i guess
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[29 Oct 2004|10:00am] |
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Hmm.. been a bit since my last entry hehe... The last three weeks or so have gone by pretty fast for me. I am doing alright my first year at Ball State- just finished 1/2 of the semester alive! heh. Well I got a nice new piercing :-) a vertical labret done by Mick at Ground Zero- if you wanna see just ask me! Or I probably will end up finding a pic to post here :-). I also went to an awesome haunted house thingy in Ft. Wayne- it was fun hanging out with Mick, Renee, Renee's friend and Eric- I would recommend it- it was the best I've been to. Well I'm off to do my dumbassed Latin homework YAY!
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| Backstabbing? |
[06 Oct 2004|02:39pm] |
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Ever get that weird feeling of when you don't think you know anyone anymore? I got that just a few minutes ago. I thought it would be fun for me to look up a friend's livejournal 'cause I only found out about it recently. It was fun reminscing (sp?) about the entries although I've only been mentioned once in a blue moon. All of it was about other friends and such. Of course I would be understanding, after all I'm all the way out here in Indiana and it'll be a bit before I see her again. I got a lump in my throat when I read over one of her paragraphs about 10 times. It didn't take long for me to start to cry when Eric asked me what's wrong. I didn't expect the comments she put in her journal at all. I guess I could call it a payback, but I don't really know what I've done to piss her off that much. It was almost like talking bad about the dead. In Latin language, it is morally wrong to talk of someone unkindly whilst that person had no idea how the others felt about her.
I guess this livejournal comeback is really a retalitation to her nasty comments. I don't really give a shit about how people would take me anymore cause apparently no one really tells me how they feel. Don't give me crap about how assertive (or bitchy) I am... it's never right to say shitty things behind people's backs, especially when I really loved that person.
Hopefully, I'll keep on with my journal entries for that I probably will have tons of free time now (college life lol)
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